MISSING

I feel like something is missing from my life
At first I thought it was my dream which is the one missing from my life
But now I am still feeling that way
I couldn't find out what is actually I truly wanted
Something is left out from my heart
I'm sure I'm okay to be alone
I don't need to fall in love with someone else
I'm just okay by my own
but something is not right
What am I seeking for actually
21 years of searching
and now I'm still searching for it
Will I able to find the answer?

PATISSIERE LIFE

I will graduate soon 

Seriously I will be missing this life so much

I promised to myself that one day I will be a world-class patissiere

Because I really love sweets so much

I don't think I can leave the world of sweets ever again

Falling in love with sweets is the most beautiful thing in my life

Whenever I start to bake

I always whisper to my heart that thank god I didn't let go my dream from the start

Although sometimes there are obstacles but I am still loving this dream

And one day I will create my own sweets that can bring happiness to people 

Definitely.

One day.

I believe.

Family

Love these moments

I really love you guys so much

No matter what happens 

Please stay by my side forever

You guys are the only one in my heart

There are lot things I want to say

Sometimes it hard for me to speak out

But I know that FAMILY is the best relationship ever

Let's stay together for forever and never separate

LOVE YOU GUYS

SAFEGUARD

Yesterday
I asked my sister
How much money do humans needed to live?
Why they need so much money in their life although they are not going to finish it?
She answered
As much as you can make
So that they can safeguard their life
I asked again
But they couldn't finish it the rest of the money right?
Still why they are working so hard?
*I have forgotten whether she answered my question
It's different story if they liked their job
But what if for some people who are working just for living
I feel like I don't understand humans at all
Do humans' life is just about working?
I don't know if some people also think the same as me
Or it was just me the one being weird about life

PRECIOUS DREAM

From now on

I will do my best

I won't be shaking anymore
I won't be doubting anymore
I will keep those scared feelings deep inside my heart
Let them into eternal sleep
It's time to look toward future
It's time to take a big step
Remember back the feelings used to have
The path will be open for you
Those feelings that important to you
Keep your heart determined
There won't be any hesitation
Feelings that can't be realized in the past
Now can be realized freely
Feelings that once was closed
Now once again opened freely
Never forget the feelings inside your heart
Precious feelings... 
Never forget...
Never forget...

LACKING

Although I'm reaching my dream
my heart feels heavy 
Is it because I still lacking your support?
How can I make you believe in me?
You told me before
"It is hard for you to live there
You don't know the life there
You won't be able to bear of it."
For me
I don't care about all that
The only reason making me hard to live is
I don't have "Your support"
That's the only thing I need
I don't why but
Supporters making me strong
Whenever they say they support me
My heart is determined
I told to myself
"I will never ever forget and let them down."
I want to make them proud
Maybe one day
One day, the heaviest part of my heart will dropped out.

GO FOR YOUR DREAM

Don't be afraid
Just take your step
Move toward your dream
Ignore everything you have heard and seen
Because that's the only way 
You can keep living in your own way
If it doesn't works
Don't ever ever lose hope
Believe in your heart and tell your heart to bear for a little bit 
As the time flows
Things will slowly change
If it works
Keep believing in your heart 
And
Thanks to your heart for not giving up
As the time flows
Things will slowly change too
But on that time 
Your dream already come true

It's never wrong for having a dream
You just need to make it come true
Because no matter what your dream is
You have the right to protect your own dream
You have the right to have that dream