LACKING

Although I'm reaching my dream
my heart feels heavy 
Is it because I still lacking your support?
How can I make you believe in me?
You told me before
"It is hard for you to live there
You don't know the life there
You won't be able to bear of it."
For me
I don't care about all that
The only reason making me hard to live is
I don't have "Your support"
That's the only thing I need
I don't why but
Supporters making me strong
Whenever they say they support me
My heart is determined
I told to myself
"I will never ever forget and let them down."
I want to make them proud
Maybe one day
One day, the heaviest part of my heart will dropped out.