REALITY IS ALWAYS CRUEL

I don't think I can survive with this life
Why can't I just enter the other reality?
Why must I face the reality I hate?
Yeah, people say that our reality is always opposites with the reality we wanted
"Reality is always cruel"
Now I believe that
I wish I have a "short-cut" path to walk by
No matter how long the time I take
I just couldn't fall in love with my subjects which I was force to take
"How I wish someone could tell me to do anything I like"
I am just a normal girl
Why can't I choose my future?
It hurts...my heart feels like dying
Really...hurts...
It's the same pain as the day I lost my dreams
I don't know how to continue my life