VARIOUS OF FEELINGS

Since the day I was born into this world
I learned various feelings that exist in human's heart
Every time
When I look up to the sky
I feel so calm
My heart starts telling me
Thank god I was born into this world
I just love this world
No matter what happens 
I need to protect this world
because I love it so much
Thank you for let me through this life
I have learn a lot of things to be human
I also have feel a lot of feelings 
The feelings of happy, sadness, love, hate and many more 
These feelings are the prove for me being human
That's why I want to protect these feelings
So that it can proves that I once being human
Thank you for everything...

V's Day

Yesterday was V's day

I saw there was many couple celebrate it

Sometimes I wonder what if I got a bf

Will I go through the same happiness with them

Quite jealous when they getting V's present

It quite embarrassed to say that but I do feel like getting a bf

Well,

Maybe the time hasn't arrived

Let's wait for next year

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Home alone with Cody

That's how I celebrated V's day 

But I'm so grateful to be by his side

I couldn't imagine my life without him

I always prayed that he will be always by my side no matter what happened

I want to protect him no matter what

If there are any harmful things

Please let it happens to me

Don't touch him even a single fur

Simple . Difficult

Am I going to feel the pain again?
Somehow the pain has been used to me
Although its hurt...hurt..hurt...hurt...
Having a dream which is doesn't recognize by someone is tired
It feels like a burden on my shoulder
I wish I could do whatever I want
I also want to be like someone else out there
Study the course they like
Be what they want to be
It sounds so simple
But for me 
Difficult
Everyday I think about this
I could not stop thinking
When I want to stop
It just appeared in my mind 
I couldn't forget about it
I asked myself
What if I just let go of this dream?
When I do
My heart couldn't accept it
It felt even worse
I want to continue my dream 
I must to do it
If not 
I will regret forever until I die