GO FOR YOUR DREAM

Don't be afraid
Just take your step
Move toward your dream
Ignore everything you have heard and seen
Because that's the only way 
You can keep living in your own way
If it doesn't works
Don't ever ever lose hope
Believe in your heart and tell your heart to bear for a little bit 
As the time flows
Things will slowly change
If it works
Keep believing in your heart 
And
Thanks to your heart for not giving up
As the time flows
Things will slowly change too
But on that time 
Your dream already come true

It's never wrong for having a dream
You just need to make it come true
Because no matter what your dream is
You have the right to protect your own dream
You have the right to have that dream

HUMAN BEING 2

As I thought
I definitely hate human being
I will never like them
Human is too selfish
They just care for themself
They never liked other creatures
I don't even know why human is created by god
If god want they learn
How to love
How to treasure other creatures
Then 
There is no meaning for god to let them learn about those feelings
Wouldn't it better if human don't exist?
Human just exists as a troublemaker 
I really can't help myself from hating them
They are too disappointing
One day
If I could meet god
I would like to ask god
Why human's exist?
Why can't you make them more heartful?
Why they are so hateful?
If there is next life
I hope I will never be a human

STORY

I have a story to tell
It always happened to me when I was sleeping in my mom's room
At first
I thought it was just a dream
So I didn't care so much
But now
I'm still having the same dream
In that dream
I was sleeping in my mom's bed and my sleeping position is the same as how I sleep in reality
Then I woke up (I opened my eyes)
I thought I woke up in reality but it wasn't
I was still in the dream
When I try to get up
My whole body just couldn't move
Even my voice couldn't come out
It felt like my energy is all gone
I was so panic
At the same time
I saw someone was beside the bed and watching me
And it was getting near and nearer to me
I couldn't see the face (I never wished I will see it)
But I can felt it's watching me silently
And I only can see the lower part of the body
The "someone" was all black like a shadow
I am really scared
I'm worried about what the "someone" would do to me
Then I heard the "someone" spoke (like using breath to talk) to my right ear
It was clearly saying a word
But I couldn't remember the word
My heart was pounding so hard 

I want to scream loudly

but it was no use

No matter how hard I screamed
My voice just doesn't came out
Until I really can't take it anymore
Only at that moment 

I can wake up in reality
Opening my eyes widely and my heart pounding hardly

Weird isn't it?

Sometimes I don't really know if it reality or just a dream

I wonder why I kept dreaming about the same dream

ADULTS

あたしは大人が嫌い

I hate adults

When human becomes adult

They just forget anything perious they had went through

They just start to get busy all the time

They're worry about money, housework and so on

How come they could forget something so perious in the past?

About

How they learn to smile

How they learn to cry

How they learn to love

The old times have been forgotten

That's why they couldn't act like the old self

Adults...

Growing up is too painful for me

I'm scared of them

I can't stop myself from becoming an adult

But I swear I will never ever forget my smile and the feelings that I have learnt since I was a kid