BEAUTIFUL WORLD

I need to be strong 

In order to fulfill my dreams

My dreams are the only things that can make me feel strong

I have a lot dreams 

I want to make them come true slowly step by step

I live for the things I want to do

Everyday no matter where am I 

I will definitely lift up my face 

Look to the sky and take a deep breath

That time I will always say to myself

"This world is so beautiful, I'm glad that I'm born into this beautiful world"

I feel like my world has stopped somewhere

How I wish I could live in this world forever

I feel like want to protect this world

No matter what happened I will be always love this world

I'm really happy that I'm born into this world

No matter how difficult life would be

There is definitely has a solution

I'm sure of it

Just a bit more

I'm sure I will be able to catch my dreams

Because my dreams are waiting for me in the future

That's why "Everything gonna be just fine"

18 YEARS OLD ME

Yes! I'm strong!
No things will beat me
I'm myself
I have my own role that I need to play
My character is always exist no matter how
Even after I'm no longer in this world
My existance will be always stay in this world
There must be have things that only myself can do
That's why I'm here
Born into this world, this family, this life
I'm sure my existance is needed
The only person that can save me is myself
No matter what happens
I will not give up
Not easily to give up the things I want 
That's me!
I need to think positively no matter what
Because that is the only chance for me to keep on moving 
This is the 18 years old me
I'm strong!

LAST TERM OF FORM 6 2015

Tomorrow is the first day of my last term of Form 6
Time really does flies
It feels like I just entered Form 6 yesterday
Now it almost come to the end
I am going to miss my Form 6 life and my friends
Well, time doesn't wait for us
I will treasure this last term 
Another 5 months then it's over
Actually I kind of excited for this term to end
Because after this term
I can make my sweets all the time at home 
When I recall back at the time I lost my dream
Back then
It really hurts a lot (　´･‿･｀)
The feeling was the same as I lost my love ones
That time 
I felt like I'm losing my life force
I was thinking
"What I am going to do after this? Does this life still meant to me? I don't want this kind of life."
Then I started to cry again
Even after I entered Form 6
At that moment
I don't want to study Form 6 
That's why I took the class that can make me fail in my study
In order to bake again
But I don't know since when I started to study
And now I still can bake do I? (✿◡‿◡)
I can still remember the warm feeling when I am baking 
That is the most happiest moment in my life
However 
At last I still can't let go this dream (｡◕ ∀ ◕｡)

OPERA CAKE

Here is it!
My Opera cake~! <3
For the second attempt

Finally I can bake a nice sweet
I was really happy when the cake turns out really nice ^^
For the first time in my life
By my own hands
I bake such a cake
Yes! I LOVE TO BAKE!

I always see people reaction after they ate my cake
If they were happy I also will be happy
I wish I could bake a nice sweets like this again in future
I need to learn more and more basic by now
So I can be a patissiere by my own
My dream...
Is it getting near to me?
Well, at least there is not much distance between my dream
Trust in Your Heart! 
You definitely can be what you want to be!

ONE DAY TRIP TO JOHOR

A trip to Johor with koko and titi

Koko begs me to accompany him to Johor

Because he thought just his mom and aunty are going

So, Okay I accompany him

Who knows 

After he fetched me

Titi and his father also going with us

hahaha... XD

On the road

Inside the car could never be quiet XD

They are talking all the time even after reached there

First station,

We go to Batu Pahat to buy fishes at the market 

*while we waiting for their parents and auntie buy fishes at the market

Second station,

Eat our lunch at the restaurant near the sea

 *I can feel the wind breeze so fresh! Really love this kind of place

Third station,

Back to Muar to buy otak-otak and I bought the frozen otak so that I can eat slowly XD

*I just grilled it yesterday night hahaXD It was so delicious! I can eat more and more!

Fourth station,

We eat the foods that we bought at the seaside 

*We also stopped at the stall to eat their ABC and rojak. I don't like the ABC but the rojak is SAIKOU! (nice)

CHANCE

Just one more time
Let me trust myself 
Once again
I want to find out back then feelings
Just one more time
Let me dream again
I want to be the long lost myself again
Could you be my strength again?
I don't know what will happen 
But I really want to try it again
From now on
I don't want to forget the dream again
Although it might stays deep inside my heart
I believe
Someday it will be awaken again
That's why I want to try until it awaken

END OF FORM 6 TERM 2

Good Bye to My Term 2 Form 6! ^.^

Exam finished!

School Out Scream Shout!

Today story

I went out with my friends ^^

Because we completed our Term 2 

And the next one is our last Term

I hope that I'm doing well in my exam O.O

 *smile smile 

I really love you guys!!!

I'm glad that I'm in this class

I'm glad that I met you guys

I don't why but I feel like I can be myself when I'm with you guys

This is the most happiest thing in my school life!

 *this is just a pose XD I didn't hit any ball 

Yes! This is my own photographer!

hahaXD very nice huh~

We went to play pool~ but before that we go Windmill to eat our lunch first

It was my first attempt!^_^

I thought it was hard but after several time I play 

It was easy and fun!

Love it!

*I think I sang too much songs >.<

My throat very dry back then

One big family! <3

This is what happens after strangers become a family

I hope we can still hang out after we graduate

You guys are the precious one for me!

Thank You for Everything!

Thank You for letting me be your friend

Thank You for staying in the same class with me

Thank You for always helping me

 Thank God I able to met you guys!!!

I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!